I’ve quite amphetimines and alcohol and other things too without near the trouble that I’ve had with Nicotine. If I can’t afford a pack I find a way to still smoke one way or other, no matter how degrading it is. It’s like this stuff is crack to me. The withdrawals are so horrendous and awful that I can’t even explain it. I feel like I’m dying when I go too long and my body aches to such extremes and I get moody as hell and very depressed.