How do I get over guilt about ex?

He left me but during our time together I was a *****, always demanding all his timeX jealous when he was hanging out with anyone besides me (even if it was his mom), his family was (in my eyes) trashy since I come from a reserved family
I said his sister was equivalent to a pro situte and a stripper, I called his mom trashy
I called his whole family awful names

And he eventually left the country without saying a word, he came back into my life a few times but only to mess with me (he’s not innocent either) but I can’t hate him because of the things I said… I still feel guilty despite his lying asshole ways

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