I need my psychiatric meds and no doctor will give me them.?

My psychiatrist just retired I’ve been looking for a new one but none will take insurance or give me the meds I need. I’ve been on Clozapine for 4 years and because of illegal drug dealers the law has demonized the drug witch if I don’t have will send me into convulsions and or die. Plus because of my severe mental illnesses I’ll go off the deep end without it. What do I do? NOTE please no trolls telling me I don’t need drugs or that I’m an addict, because I’m not and I don’t need your BS. I’ve had problems my whole life started taking meds when I was 3 I’m now 35. I’m looking for help to find a doctor that can help me, not harassment by people with nothing better to do. Please remember that before you comment.

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